吻仔魚的天空

T, last night i could not sleep the whole night, just got few hours interruptted sleep. 
There were thunders sound in the sky and lighting cross the street,  glittering the
dark night.   How can i believe this is truth that you have walking away from us ?
How can we accept the truth that you already on the way home ?

Last night i keep thinking about you.  The very small things in the live while the time 
used to stay with you.   Now your image getting over my head piece by piece.    
How long have we know each other ?   4 years i guess.  
4 years can be long in your life time ?  i guess might be 1/10.    
wow, that was long.   The time i know you was taking 1/10 of your life time.    
Then how much in my life time ?  i do not know ?   If i live up to 80 years old, then will be 1/20.  
smaller piece. smile.    but you know what ?  no matter 1/10 or 1/20, you will stay in my heart, 
you know ?   just right here in my heart.  i will keep a space for you.   And do not worry that 
space is not enough cause i have a huge heart.   Not fat, just huge.

so i guess i know you well, and i think can define you as a good person.   Who else
was nicer than you ?  you were being so kind , even to take care of dogs, and everybody.   
And i cannot find some one more humble than you; and so pure-minded than you.    
i bet you are a good one.   Even in Angels, you are very good one.

Last night i wrote you a lot in my diary, but i never looked back my diary.
T, how's upstair.  That is the question i wanna ask you.   Hey, buddy, if some day
i was invited, you must wait in front of the gate to welcome me.

nothing to be sad at all, cause some day we all go there.  To another world.

T, will be remember me at the night ?   Will you know what my name is ?
Will you remember how i look like ?    but i have to keep being the age as the
last time you saw me ?   i think i will try my best to stay young, so my friends
gone early won't forget how i look like.

T, one day, yes, one day we will meet again.

this is for sure.